Today I woke up early so I wouldn't be late for my final exam....only to find all the Tozai line trains at Toyocho station were stopped. I thought it was because of a suicide farther up the line, but my host mom says she heard that a car was broken. I wonder if that's really what happened, but whatever the case, I had to take a bus. Some very nice Japanese people took pity on me and helped me find my way to Shin-Kiba station (never been there before) and then onto another train to Kaihim-makuhari.
There was a moment in the Shin-Kiba station where I ALMOST cried, which would be the first time of the summer. I was definitely going to be late for my final exam (due what what I thought was suicide, very depressing), I had no idea where to go or where I was, and people were running all around me trying to get to their trains. I made eye contact with a man and said, "Excuse me" in Japanese just like I always do, except with a more scared look on my face probably. He frowned, ROLLED HIS EYES at me, shook his head with irritation, and pointed to the information center, which had a huge line, full of people trying to find new trains after the Tozai line was stopped. Then he hurried away. I know he was busy and I know I look foreign and stupid but I almost cried right there. No one has blown me off like that since I've gotten here. There couldn't have been a worse time for it to happen than when I was already so stressed out and contemplating the fragility of life and the horror of train station suicides. Did I mention it was pouring rain and my feet were soaked? Discomfort goes well with woe.
Eventually I just picked an escalator and a nice English-speaking man directed me to my correct train. I don't think he was American but he didn't look Japanese. Anyway, so that was the rough start to my day. I arrived in class late and immediately had to take a giant 2-hour final exam, which went okay but not great. The speaking part was the most stressful, because I could see my teacher grading me as I was speaking, and I wasn't getting 10s. The particle section was extremely upsetting because I had no idea what I was doing, and same with the reading section. Kanji and grammar were fine, I think. I wouldn't worry so much if this test didn't translate into a huge effect on my UNC GPA.
I talked to Yutaro at lunch and told him that my day was bad because there was a suicide on my train. He proceeded to tell me what it looks like when you see someone jump in front of a train. It basically made me sick. He said his friend saw it happen right in front of him one time.
Then I accidentally poured green tea all over myself and it was not a fun day for Caroline. At least it was cold. At this point I declared to Sachi that I really wanted to make heart-and-sparkle-covered purikura and write, "Shitty day!" on it. Because usually people write "happy day" and all sort of other things on theirs. :)
Then I accidentally poured green tea all over myself and it was not a fun day for Caroline. At least it was cold. At this point I declared to Sachi that I really wanted to make heart-and-sparkle-covered purikura and write, "Shitty day!" on it. Because usually people write "happy day" and all sort of other things on theirs. :)
We had a guest lecture at IES after lunch, and I was so pleasantly surprised by how fascinating it was. The topic was the Edo period of Japanese history, and it was told by a really great British teacher who showed lots of great photos on her powerpoint and had many stories. The whole thing felt like story time, actually. :D Edo is the old name for Tokyo, and also the period in which Edo/Tokyo became the ruling center of Japan. I can't wait to go to the Edo Museum on Thursday after hearing this lecture. I was especially impressed by the massive fires (one wiped out 60% of Edo and killed 100,000), the Edo peasant volunteer firemen, and how the prostitutes of the Edo period had a lifespan of about 22 years.

After this, I commuted home and wrote a letter to my Grandma on the train. :D Then I walked to Sunamachi Ginza in search of a special skirt. I was unsuccessful but I did find a nice Japanese one-piece which I will soon wear. Mom, if you're reading this, don't worry; it was not expensive!
We had take-out food tonight because Namiko-san had such a difficult day at work. The take-out food was delicious though! I had rice with chicken and bamboo. I put a raw egg on my food for the first time, and it was tasty. I don't like the texture of raw egg, though.
Here is the baby bird on our porch. I just looked at it outside and I think it is dead. :( Either that, or it's a very rigid sleeper.
We had take-out food tonight because Namiko-san had such a difficult day at work. The take-out food was delicious though! I had rice with chicken and bamboo. I put a raw egg on my food for the first time, and it was tasty. I don't like the texture of raw egg, though.
Here is the baby bird on our porch. I just looked at it outside and I think it is dead. :( Either that, or it's a very rigid sleeper.
Time to go take a shower; it's so hot in Tokyo all the time. :(
Awww, sounds like a rough day. :( But I'm glad it got better. :)
ReplyDeleteAh man that is rough.
ReplyDeleteAlso the Purikura is so stereotypically Japanese ! That's funny.
Awwww, the train part made ME want to cry, just thinking of you about to cry because you were about to miss your exam. Aww.
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